Amelia
Lil’ Millie is doing well, she is off the ventilator and is breathing by herself. What a little cutie!
Amelia Claire Williams having a snooze
Nooooooo Edward!!!!!!!!
Ok, so I know Robert is not realllly Edward, but his hair was freakin’ awesome…and smexy to-boot……
Honestly, which one is better??
Toussled sexy bed hair…..
Mmm, love the angry look!
or the short army boy look?
I am still in love with the longer haired Robert (yes, I know its stupid to be enamoured with someones hair of all things). At least he’ll have to grow it long again for New Moon.
Check out this website for a detailed ananlysis of Roberts hair through the ages. Needs to be updated for the short one though. LOL.
Campin’
How’s the serenity!!
We just got back from 3 days of poo-in-a-hole style camping at the Meryla State Forest in the Southern Highlands.
I must say I was apprehensive about the whole having to poo-in-a-hole and not shower for however long we were away, but actually I quite enjoyed it…although it was goooood to get home and have a shower yesterday.
The doggys had a lovely time chasing the kangaroos and barking at the wombats. They are totally pooped out today and are just having a snooze that will probably last all afternoon.
And we had a lovely time doing absolutely NOTHING at all…bliss!
We took Matts 4wd, jam packed with campin’ stuff.
I wish I had taken my camera too…we got stuck while trying to traverse some boggy ground. The ute ended up on the biggest lean I have ever seen a car. I swear I thought we were going to tip over into the mud. Matt spent about 30 mins trying to dig us out before a knight in shining armour ute came by and pulled us out. I could have hugged those people..our saviours!
So from now on we are going to have a chain…and a winch…and if matt drives near dodgy looking stuff I get to smack him on the head. Heheh!
100 things about me people might not know
- My eyes change colour frequently, from blue/grey to green/grey.
- And one pupil is bigger than the other
- I told a big lie in 4th grade and it probably changed my life
- That was also the year I started eating a lot more and putting on weight
- I am worried that my friends will suddenly decide they don’t like me
- Sometimes I think I am a different person depending on who I am with
- Clucky is the best word to describe me atm
- My brothers wife just had a baby girl, she is 4 months premmie. I wish there was something I could do to make her be alright.
- Sometimes I don’t think I am strong enough to deal with my husband bi-polar. I hope I am. I just want to make him alright too.
- My house used to be a returned soldiers hospital
- Sometimes when I’m home alone at night I get chills and think about the people who may have died here and wonder if they are stil here in spirit…it kinda freaks me out.
- Having said that, I love our little house and still can’t believe we did it.
- My Great great great great grandfather was a convict who was sent here for stealing some calico
- The suburb of Bradbury is named after my family who owned most of the land there and the pub
- St Patricks girls school at Campbelltown is built on land donated by my Great geat great great grandmother. The Mary Sheil Resource centre is named after her. I went to a school library inservice there and felt proud.
- I enjoy making family trees and researching family histories
- For a brief moment in time I played the flute and the recorder in 2 school bands..I played pretty badly.
- I was bullied at high school. I hated high school.
- I can be a real bitch but try not to show it. Its all in my head.
- I’m don’t think I’m as nice as most people think I am.
- I met my husband when I was 18, he was my first and only boyfriend
- He had a mullet at the time…I liked it.
- I cried for about 2 whole weeks when he left to study overseas
- I never had any doubt that we wouldn’t still be together when he got back
- I feel safe when I am in his arms
- I want to have children with him
- I’m still not too sure this Library thing is for me
- My childhood dream was to be a vet
- I did a diploma of Animal Attending at TAFE. It was really enjoyable.
- I met my closest friend during my Library TAFE course.
- We hardly see each other but send lots of emails.
- I went to a psychic once and she told me empatcatically to NOT do library studies as it would make me miserable.
- She said I should be a nurse.
- I worked for one day at an old age nursing home. I will never forget the horror of the screaming old man yelling for help, he didn’t know who he was or where he was.
- I didn’t come back for the second day and swore off being a nurse
- I like the stereo-typical Librarian image, its comforting, although I don’t really fit that image….
- Sometimes…ok, most of the time I really really hate my job
- I hate the politics of the place and the way support staff are treated like second class employees.
- But I’ve been there for so long and know almost everything that I am not sure I want to be the newbie again at another job.
- Sometimes I enjoy the chatter in the library.
- I think I would go crazy if it were a quiet library
- Although sometimes I have visions of strangling particularly stupid students who won’t STFU after being asked 3 times, or who act like friggin morons.
- Sometimes I think I have rage issues
- Although I keep all my rage inside
- Which makes me get headaches, a lot. Sometimes I think I have had a life long constant headache.
- People have said that I always seem so calm, thats just cause they can’t see whats going on on the inside.
- I am really really hating evangelical Christians atm.
- I have two lovely puppy dogs
- Ruby has a sick leg, I worry that we will have to put her to sleep. I don’t want to lose her, she makes me happy.
- I think that pet rats are awesome. They are like little dogs.
- I have had about 6 pet rats.
- the first one was called Barnaby, he had a wombat face and was very smart.
- I got him while I was still living with mum and dad, while they were in PNG on holidays, they weren’t very happy when they returned to a daughter with a rat.
- I have one brother who I plotted to kill when I was a teenager, I thought he made my life hell
- Now I realise I had emotional issues, he probably wasn’t that bad. He’s pretty cool now.
- Christmas 2007 was the worst few months of my/our life, we are just putting the pieces back together now
- I enjoy watching trashy tv.
- Neighbours is my favorite soapie
- Closely followed by Days of Our Lives.
- I enjoyed the Twighlight series, but only after a friend convinced me to keep reading.
- The mushy romance wasn’t really my bag but now I quite like the thought of Edward Cullen.
- Actually I think a cross between Jacob and Edward would be good. Edward is just too sappy sometimes.
- I also enjoy reading trashy mags.
- I ride a motorbike, a Kawasaki ZZR600. Its name is BOB
- BOB is for the sound its exhaust pipe makes when the bike is idling…BOB BOB BOB.
- I wish I were thin enough to wear sexy leathers and be a hot biker chick and have all the guys look at me. Yeah baby!
- There is nothing hotter than a guy on a sportsbike.
- I love riding with my friends, there should be more of it.
- I’m not worried about crashing my bike
- I have an everything will be ok attitude.
- But if I die while riding my bike then it is mean to be and at least I’d die happy.
- My first car was a 1974 Superbug, sky blue. His name was CHUG because he chugged up the hills.
- I want to have a baby but there are a few things standing in the way of that.
- I think everyone should move to Helensburgh..all the people I love anyway.
- My grandma and grandpa are quite odd, they always fight, I think they fight just for something to do.
- I base my ideas of what marriage should be by my parents.
- I think they are great together.
- Chocolate is my favourite food, unfortunately its a headache trigger if I eat too much of it and most usually I do!
- Lasagne = Yum.
- Looking back I had a really enjoyable childhood.
- I appreciate all the holidays my parents took us on
- I think everyone needs a nemesis
- I have scars on my left knee from 30 stitches I had as a kid.
- My brother and I were jumping on my bed pushing each other off, he pushed the wrong was and I went through the glass door
- I also have a scar on the side of my right hand where a glass I was washing exploded and sliced me.
- The anaesthetic the dr used didn’t work and I could feel every stitch going in…eeewww!
- My pale skin is a sunburn magnet. White, red then back to white again.
- I am a crap liar.
- I blush quite regularly
- I have a few nicknames – Hez, Hequa, Dragon Slayer. LOL.
- I like making up silly words
- My husband and I use our own made up words.
- We’ve been using some of them for so long we’ve forgotten where they came from.
- My first job was as a sales assistant at copperart at Menai, i swore after that that i would never work in customer service again…hahahhaha, I didn’t learn my lesson.
- My second job was a s a delivery driver for a chinese takeaway. That was an awesome job.
- I would love to be a WIRES carer when I don’t work anymore.
- I should be studying right now instead of writing this but this is more fun.
- I like to take nanna naps in the afternoons if i can while on holidays. Its bliss.
- I love hugs.
- This has been a fun experience, everyone should give it a go.
Amelia Claire Williams
My baby neice born 18 Dec 2008, 4 months early, 815 grams, 29 cms long and fighting very hard to stay with us. Love you Milly!
Amelia Claire Williams
Worst dream ever!
Had the WORST dream ever last night.
Matt and I were at a cricket (or football) clubhouse in the country with heaps of people and a few from my work. We had a few beers, I am chatting to one of my bosses from work when Matt runs off.
My boss and I run after him, I come around a corner outside and see a row of 2 old-style outdoor dunnies. The door to both of them are shut but there is a big puddle of blood ooozing out from under the door of the 2nd tiolet.
I bash the door down, Matt is there with his back to me, he slumps back and i ask him what he has done. I grab his wrists and see they are grazed.
He has slit his own throat!! There is blood going everywhere.
I drag him out of the toilet asking my boss for help and to call an ambulance.
Matt is saying he doesn’t want an ambulance and it will take too long.
I manage to pull him down the long dirt driveway by his shoulders and somehow we end up on a bus to town with me pushing his head and neck together to try and stop the bleeding.
The bus rolls into town and we are coming to a set of trafficlights, there is an ambulance coming towards the bus and I have a feeling of wanting to jump out of the bus to stop the ambulance.
Hmm, this is as far as the dream got thankfully. My husband woke me up for a goodbye kiss before he left for work. My first thoughts were Thankgod it wasn’t real.
Freakin horrible!
